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As a teen, I had mastered the technique of putting on makeup without actually looking at my face.
The current crop of cystic acne and pus pimples was painful as
I covered my face with foundation.


The fluid sank into the pits that remained from the nights I spent popping pimples
instead of primping for proms.
  My skin was a scrapbook of scars.
When I was lonely, I applied scalding hot washcloths

onto the erupting pimples.


When I was angry, I squeezed blackheads until my nails left dents in the skin.
    I assaulted the acne with masochistic wrath, then felt a sense of release.
Cosmetics were used

in an effort to hide multiple facial flaws




















I would like to take this time to let you know that I am not a professional nor do I try to act like one,
I am simply running this website to help others get though what ever they are facing whether its current or in the past.


I am simply running this website as I have been though many different institutions in my life
time and thought that I would like to help others that may need help.



The facts and statistics that are on my website are those that I have researched and written in my own writing.
I have spend and still do spend time looking and reading all different books, research or website to help others
who are reading this website. I can give you the source of my research if need be as well just,
email me on 'contact us'.


Please bare with me while I am trying to update the website with
new pages and revising statistics.



The true life pages are of those who have contacted the page, with they own memory of what
they have been though, some have changed their names,
places etc. for their own protection.



Amy x